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Assalamualaikum...

Yay! baru reka signature sendirik tapi.........

hok background putih tu takleh kasi transparent ker? Rasenye dah tick doh option 'transparent' kat box tu.

alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

uhuk  :(

Pakwe No.2

Assalamualaikum...

Baru je dapat berita dari mak dia...alahai masuk wad pulak pakwe aku nih...

Since hari sabtu...masuknye pukul 4 pagi...alahai ciannye sayang kite ni...badan panas giler sampai 40 darjah. When refer to specialist he was diagnosed with high fever plus throat infection. Aduwalaweiyai...kurus la kurussssss.....

Semoga cepat sembuh ye sayang..

Incik budak bucuk pun pernah rasa tergugat dengan kehadiran dia nih..cuak giler biler dapat tau mamat ni nak datang rumah, pulak tu dan2 je nak datang bila dia nak gi sailing, haha (memang he felt helpless la kan)..

Aku yang bijak pandai dan comei *ehem* pun saje nak mengetest kecuakan si budak bucuk, saje bikin saspen, cocok sikit tang sana, cocok skit tang sini, kasi brader tu cuak lebey...haha ;P

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Sekali dia dapat tau pakwe no.2 aku ni baru 8 bulan daaaaaaaaaaaa...

   

~ Mohd Aideel Rayyan ~ 

"wat saspen jer...ingatkan ade orang nak merisik awak ke, aper ker.." - budak bucuk

HAHAHAAHAHAHA! Lu kena beb. yeszaaaa.

p/s: I love you Aideel..owh, and you too dear ^___^

Kerja.

Assalamualaikum...

Counting days till my last day working here.

Bestnye la kalau dapat jawatan tetap kat sini. Dekat dengan rumah, dengan parents, dengan orang yang tersayam...kalau kahwin pun nak sewa hall besor tu all-in price RM 1,000 net jer, haha ;P

Ekceli banyak benda kena selesaikan hari ni -

• kena ngajor Wanie SPSS
• siapkan slide presentation boss (baguihnye la jadi boss, suruh je orang buat keja dia)
• cari map umah asha yang saye dah wat hilang kat opis neh. hukhuk
• potostat sijil and dapatkan pengesahan bla bla bla..

my exact face right now..comelnye same je..kalau lain pun saye comei lebih cikit. ehee

adeh malasnye...eh..bila ko nak gemuk ni aa? makan hati ek?? *tetiba*

p/s: "kurang agresif. tak macam 2 years ago." doh tu camne nak jadi agresif kalau nature kerja yang boss bagi kat kite asyik documentation jer...hmmph. ce bagi kerja macam 2 years ago tuh, confirm agresif takyoh minung redbull doh. hehehehe

Imam Muda...

Assalamualaikum...

He whom I choose to be my husband (insyaAllah)...seems so near yet so far..kadang-kadang terfikir jugak kenapala kite suka & sayang sangat kat dia ni...and tanak orang lain...nak cakap couple, bukan couple, sbb kite tak berape gemor ngan istilah pengkapelan nih...dia tahu kite pilih dia sebagai husband & katanye dia bersyukur sangat kite pilih dia despite of everything he had done, his tough job and his sad relationship history. Still remember we start confessing that we like each other a month before his birthday, and everything seems so perfect.

Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah

Kite dah luahkan segala perasaan sayang Allah detikkan pada hati ni kepadanya. Kite dah berusaha. Kite yakin dia adalah pilihan yang benar, as u people have no idea how much I prayed to Allah to erased him from my heart before, but He still...i guess He still...reserve a piece of my love for this guy.

That Friday he went far from land to serve his job for 2 weeks. He left me here but I'm COOL. hehe. I guess I'm used to it. Less texting, less phone calls. This is my thing. Being abandoned do not harm me in any way.

Before this....

Friends keep reminding betapa teruknye dia layankan kite dulu, tinggalkan kite macam tu je without any word after he reconciled with his ex, yet why oh why I still want him? I don't blame them, they already did their job as friends, giving advice, be a good listener...but sadly what can I say...this is the matter of the heart...it's complicated...yes it's pathetic...maybe u guys should try to be in my shoes first then you'll know....

Compared to others, hubungan kami ni memang luarbiasa aka complicated. It is not exactly like what they called C.O.U.P.L.E or pakwe-makwe or gelpreng-boipreng or mama-papa (eww) or whatsoever. Mesej tak selalu, call lagi la jarang and I have no problem with that at all, seriously.

Because...

We know deep down inside we are reserving our heart for each other...and like what Abang RR said..

" Cinta yang sebenar adalah bukan takut untuk kehilangan, tetapi BERSEDIA untuk kehilangan. "

sweet kan? ^___^

I love him & he loves me too..We both want the best for each other and we intentionally make this JARAK hanya untuk mendapat keredhaan dariNya. ^___^

Kerana....

" Jika si dia yang aku pilih ini adalah jodohku yang Engkau tetapkan sejakku berusia 4 bulan di dalam kandungan ibuku, maka Kau peliharalah dia, Kau tenangkanlah hatinya, Kau persiapkanlah dirinya agar dapat membimbingku ke jalanMu. Kau permudahkanlah hidupnya dan Kau jadikanlah dia anak dan bakal suami yang soleh. "

Tetapi...

" Jika dia bukan untukku...Kau kurniakanlah pasangan yang lebih baik buatnya. Kau perbaiki dan Kau tenangkanlah hatiku agar dapat terus beribadat kepadaMu. Sesungguhnya Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Bijaksana. "

Ameen.

Teringin nak amik gambar camni. ehee ;P

Saya sayangkan awak kerana Allah. ^____^

p/s: susahkan nak cari lelaki yang tak merokok, suka masak (walaupun tak cedap) and boleh jadi imam?

Yesterday..

Assalamualaikum...

Semalam baru la budak bucuk tu reply message...hmm, busy sangat ke dia? Takpela, asalkan reply. Yela, cakap haritu belikan kita hadiah kat Singapore, tapi dok bagi-bagi pun...sampai kite plak kena mesej dia..

"Assalamualaikum awak...saye bukan gelojoh tapi...perfume yg awak kata beli untuk saya tu bile nak bagi? ehehehe *menaip sedikit gelakan di situ untuk mengurangkan ketegangan*"

(Thursday, 8.15pm)

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"Haha...okey2...nanti saye bagi yer...sorry lambat..hehe.."

(Saturday, 1.00pm)

Memahami tak saye ni? Saye tak marah pun kan dia lambat reply. Walaupun saye tau hari2 dia online fesbuk tapi saye still tak marah pun kan? Baiknye la saye. Kekadang terpikir gak budak bucuk ni pakai BB canggih, takkan la tak perasan mesej orang tersayang kat fb ke, inbox ke..takkan la orang tersayang ni kena pakai BB gak kotttttt...kang BBM awok sokmo serabut otak pulak awak kan. Saye faham awak..saya still boleh sabar lagi....walaupun banyak kali doh awok buat gini ke saye (tu dio kuar dah loghat. heehu)...

Sebab? 

Kalau marah buat pening kepala je. Takpe, kita tengok sampai bila dia buat camni...kumpul2 insiden dulu, catat dalam diari ke hape, nanti senang, sound direct sekali je terus, bagi sentap. dok gitu? eheehehe

p/s: patut ke saye hanta mesej kat awak pakai botol, pehtu hanyutkan ke laut? dokpun guna burung merpati?? at least ada la sebab yang nyata kenapa lambat dapat reply. heheh.

Gloomy

Assalamualaikum...

Today is the day..the day of Mak & Papa's departure. Yesterday was gloomy too, but not cloudy as today. I wonder why I didn't cry like my big sis...and for once I think myself as a keras hati woman. Rasa nak nangis tapi macam ada something yang halang.

Today, called Mak once early in the morning, but because of the current situation at the airport, we couldn't talk for long. I kept myself busy and until 11am I was like, 'Mak!' and called her again. Lega rasa bila dengar suara dia..as I thought I was too late for final conversation before her & Papa left for Makkah. Still didn't cry...until...I asked her to pray for me...and I mean it...pray for my future husband, dipercepatkan jodoh, dimurahkan rezeki & diberi kebahagiaan...